So I’ve heard Speechless by Lady Gaga many times and I absolutely love the song, well all songs by Gaga, but that’s beside the point.

One day my muse (who happens to be Brian Kinney, but occasionally Justin will make his opinion known) put this in my mind and wouldn’t leave me alone until I wrote it. He just keeps nagging me until I write down every thought going through my mind. Some days he’s quiet, other days there are too many thoughts and I can’t write, but for this story we were very much in agreement. 

I've been wanting to write a B/J story inspired by Gaga for a while, but nothing came to mind... then I heard this one day and it clicked, Brian agreed and here is what we came up with. Enjoy and R&R, if you would be so kind. 

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Season 5-Brian POV

Brian's thoughts just after Justin leaves for New York.

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This story is based on the words of the old Peter, Paul, and Mary song, 'Some Walls'.  In the story, Brian reflects back on the walls he had built up around his heart as he takes that final step in tearing the walls down when he proposes one last time to the man he loves and receives the answer he was looking for.  Many thanks to Eka for the wonderful banner and Pat for doing beta work for me.

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