This is a What If story.  What If Justin did not meet Brian during his Senior year.  What if he was bashed for a different reason.  Do you remember that one moment in the show when Justin wished he had died from the bashing...when he lost it and pushed his mother down?  What if those suicidal thoughts went further, but a guardian angel steps in to give him a glimpse of what he will miss if he dies?  Will it be enough for our young man to fight for his life?  Or is it too late to change his destiny?  This story is unbeta'd at the moment because my beta is off to see Randy in the Berkshires.  That is more important.  LOL!  Corrections will be made when she has more time.  The banner is again by my talented Granddaughter, Marika.  Enjoy!

It is the last night before Justin moves to New York City.  Brian waits at the loft for Justin's arrival.  As he waits, he thinks back on the last five years of his life and the young man who changed everything for him.  He has special plans for this night.  Will it end the way he hopes for, or will this be another of their foolish separations to deal with?  Another fic inspired by the words of a song.  Many thanks to Judy for her beta skills.  They are invaluable to me.  I owe a great debt to my darling Granddaughter and banner maker, Marika, who is becoming more skilled every day.  I love you both.

Five and a half times Brian didn't talk about his feelings and one time he did

Brian has found his weakness: Justin Taylor. Reference to episode 215. Brian's POV. Interal Monologue. R&R.

Thank you to foreverbm on LJ for the banner!

I wrote this story in answer to a challenge by Beater101 on Fanfiction who wanted a story based on the song The Trial of Lancelot, by Heather Dale. The song may not be what I would typically listen to, nor is it a standard rock song; it’s kind of new agey and very soft. However, since it is quite literally based on the Trial of Lancelot, and I love the tale of King Arthur, I couldn’t help but read the lyrics and therefore be inspired to write a fan fiction based on the song. If you’re curious about the song itself, it’s on YouTube (song and lyrics).

This was meant to be a quick story, with a brief intro, the song and a one paragraph conclusion. I underestimated by own mind and love of King Arthur (and love of Brian/Justin), and went overboard. This is my first fantasy fanfic, so please go easy on the reviews if you don’t like it. 

The way 513 could have ended. Brian's POV. 

Brian/Justin smut. Definitely rated NC-18 for content and language.

This is the 1st story in this series. How Do I Love Thee... Let Me Counth the Balloons is the sequel. 

And a huge thanks to my wonderful banner designer (who also has great stories... go read them) Jackie Mag. :D

Gapfiller for episode 114. 

What does Justin ask for his birthday? We all want to know... well, here's the answer, according to me.

PWP. Justin/Brian alternating POV. 

We all knew Justin was a top, well here's the start of that... and a threesome is involved. Erotic fun is had by all, of course! Join our favorite men in this steamy tail of gay sex. 

Stand-alone-ish. Meaning it is a stand alone story... but if you want a sequal, read Be Careful What You Wish For (coming soon). 

Reviews are always welcome.

A/N: Thank you to my wonderful banner creater Jackie Mag... I accidently had this on Be Careful What You Wish For... it kind of fits, but it was meant for this one. Thanks D for your brilliance! :) 

Five years post-series. Brian and Justin are preparing for Justin’s return home, but there are unanticipated problems.

I spent my weekend listening to songs, and one in particular...Adele's 'Rolling in the Deep' inspired this story.  A line from the song mentions the scars of your love and ends with 'We could have had it all'.  Like with so many other songs, I ended up thinking of Brian and Justin.  In this story, Justin has been in NYC for a year and become a great success in the artistic community.  The only problem is, he misses Brian too much to enjoy all the accolades.  He decides to send Brian a message and hopes to get the response he is praying for.  Will he?  I must thank Judy for her Beta skills and my darling Granddaughter, Marika, for providing the perfect banner to tell the story.  I love you guys dearly.

Post-513 Vacation One-shot

on the road back to Pittsburgh, Brian makes a promise

On the eve of their wedding day, Brian writes a note to his future husband to let him know just how much he means...

Hunter pays a visit to Babylon...and the back room.

Brian is a thirty four year old, successful business man and father of an almost ten year old son, Gus but he's lonely and tired of people trying to use him for his money and the power that comes with his name. His company that he had started six years ago is thriving but holds no challenge or joy anymore. Justin is an eighteen year old, recently finished high school and is one step away from hustling. Can these two show each other there is more to life?

It's someone's birthday and he's feeling neglected; but did someone really forget?  B/J Romance

Sequel to "Going, Going, Gone" and "Secret Admirer."  Lane returns with a vengence in his relentless quest to obtain the heart, soul, and body of his obsession.

Justin is Back from NY, and Brian greets him in the only way he know how.

Sometimes Brian needs Justin more that he thinks.

They're finally getting married!

"I wanted to get it all right. The house. The marriage," Brian paused, downing the last of the whiskey. "The baby would have been..."

set a few years after 513 – or 512, depending how look at it

MENTIONS MISCARRIAGE

Following a tragic loss, a depressed Brian becomes a Musical Theory Professor at Julliard in New York. His life is turned upside down when he meets a 'young' musical prodigy who is haunted by dark secrets & a connection to Brian's own past. Does love really conquer all? 

Justin's misinterpretation of Brian's practiced gestures sends Brian on a wild goose chase!

Brian helps Justin work out some old prom issues...

Justin has trouble, does some things, his parents find out and they take him to this camp that helps teens deal with their problems. It's better than the summary. :)

I will be ending this story soon but starting a sequel/continuation soon after. :)

It's christmas time and Brian reflects on his life. post 5.13

On the day Justin comes home, a battle of wits rages...

Brian and Justin try and adjust to the changes in their lives once Justin has moved to New York...

Summary: What if Lindsay’s affair with Sam Auerbach resulted in a pregnancy?

Justin Realises he would make the biggest mistake of his life if he went to NY, so what does he do about it?

Paternity is relative depending upon how much trouble one gets into at the time.

NEWEST CHAPTER REVISED 

Season 4. Brian discovers he has cancer and decides to end his relationship with Justin before his partner finds out the truth.

Angry and hurt, Justin is quickly distracted by the discovery of having a very young brother (Craig's other son) with autism. This is the story of Justin growing up, taking charge, taking legal guardianship of his brother, Kai... and what happens when he finds out the truth about Brian.

Thank you, Fran, for the beautiful banner!!

Even as ghosts, all Brian and Justin want to do is fuck. Sadly, fate seems to disagree with this idea...

This is a one-sot. It's based off of Pink's song, Fucking Perfect so I guess you could call it a song-fic. Rated T to be safe. Enjoy! :)

Justin is an ice skater for Toy Story 3 on Ice. Brian is hired for the advertisement. What will happen when they meet? VERY OOC (Brian and Craig) (If you don’t like Brian or Craig OOC then don’t read this cause you won’t like it. And, don’t kill me if you don’t like it.)

A/U. Brian and Justin have a past, one that Brian is unaware of. They meet 10 years later, and this is the story of how Justin deals with it, and how it works out for the both of them, along with Justin struggling to deal with his emotions. 

I suck at summaries, so if anyone reading this can do a better one, I'd be glad to post it here in lieu of this tripe!

Any resemblance to Xrifree’s ‘Nice boys don’t play rock n roll’ (on fanfiction.net) is entirely my fault, because this story is hugely inspired that one. And by hugely, I mean ENORMOUSLY.

DISCLAIMER: I don't own QAF, the characters...blah blah blah. You know the drill. If I had any right over these characters, the finale would have never have happened.    

A tornado's hit the Big Apple...

For me, the dearest Valentine's in the world are all my beloved readers.  I wanted to show you how much I appreciate you all so I'm giving you the one gift that means the most to me...a short, but happy love story starring our favorite couples, especially Brian and his Justin.  I hope you will enjoy it.  I want to thank two very special people the most...my angel beta, Judy and the talented Vonnie for creating my lovely banner.  Please enjoy! 

Sometimes, Justin thinks that maybe, somewhere along the way, Brian became one of those pieces of the normal world that he's infected, cut out and chained to his little fucked-up world.

He doesn't know if it's a nightmare or a fantasy. 

SEQUEL TO DINER CONFRONTATION

There is an ancient myth in the Mayan Calendar that states that the world will end on December 21, 2012. Every cataclysmic event will take place before this date and destroy the world to make way for a New World unless a child is born on this day of a virginal birth.

This is also a Mpreg story.

Sorry if I took this down while reading.  I had problems posting the first chapter.  It wouldn't come out right.  I also made the banner.

Just an early, little one-shot in honor of Valentine's Day involving the changing relationship between our two boys.  Perhaps a little OOC for Brian....

On the eve of their wedding, Justin makes a shocking discovery that will change Brian's life forever.

A/U. Brian. Justin. And a ghost. Who's not quite a ghost. Definitely not Casper.    

Justin's finds himself in a new role, but Brian doesn't do jealous - or does he?

 Brian is a detective with the New York City police department. He gets a case concerning a wealthy art patron who has been murdered in his home. The last person seen with the man is a young artist named Justin Taylor. Taylor has disappeared and is suspected of being the killer. Brian must try and find the young man and bring him back to justice but things become complicated when he discovers that someone else is hunting young Taylor and they seem to want him dead. What happens when the hunted and the hunter finally meet and an instant attraction develops?

An unexpected meeting causes misunderstanding; can love prevail before it's too late?

A traumatic event changes Brian's and Justin's lives. Can they find a way to be reunited before it's too late?

Justin takes extreme measures to persuade Brian to attend an event; will he succeed?

On a whim, Brian decides to brave NYC one New Year's Eve...

Brian suspects Justin is having an affair, but what is REALLY going on?  A Brian and Justin one-shot involving a teen-age Gus.

A ridiculously romantic Christmas story. Post 513 Fic.

On the morning of their wedding, Brian and Justin try in vain to spend some time together...

 You are Brian, and you've just come home to someone who's also come home...

From a secret old royal French family Justin Taylor is different; far more different than he truly knows. Soon facing an arraigned marriage by his very wealthy family, Justin decides to explore his gay desires before being mated forever to a girl. However there are many more unique things Justin isn't aware of about his family yet and the resulting conflicts cause political, epic, and very deadly circumstances for people he loves more than life itself. Will Justin have the heart and intelligence to face his destiny?

You are Brian, and you've just discovered Babylon has been bombed...

The other day I was watching an ad for a new animated film called 'Tangled'.  It was another version of the very old fairy tale, Rapunzel.  For some inexplicable reason I had this sudden vision of Justin locked in a tower and his own Prince Charming (Brian) coming to his rescue.  I couldn't get the image out of my head so, my friends, I simply had to write my own 'fairy' tale for our beloved boys.  I sincerely hope you will enjoy it.  I must thank my beloved Judy for her skilled beta work.

It's no secret what a little TLC can do...

Brian Kinney has one weakness...

Sequel to CHOCOLATE KISSES /3wks later Insecurities, Immodesty & Inquisitive friends, induce chaos of elephant sized proportions on Sunnybrooke Academy's Overnight trip to the Pittsburgh Zoo & Aquarium.

Brian's dejected over Justin leaving for another art show, but then Justin makes a suggestion that surprises them both…

In the aftermath of Justin's departure, a simple phone call cheers Brian up...

You are Gus, entering art class at your university--and your professor is strangely familiar...

After marrying Brian, Justin recalls his time with Gus.

Brian's been caught red-handed!