Do you even know how pathetic you look now? Look at yourself. Who wants to be together with that? Yeah, you that loser who is standing over there. In a corner. All by himself. In this big place.

How the hell is it possible that you're gay? I mean isn’t it bad enough you look like a complete nerd, no make that pathetic loser. But you HAVE to be gay on top of that. No, that’s just asking for trouble.

Get contacts instead of glasses.

Cut your hair you look like a girl.

Man, pull those pants down, they're almost under your armpits.

Stop twitching.

Stand straight. Ha how ironic.

Goddamnit Be a man!!!

You're not going to make it in here. Have you seen this place? It’s full of men… not little boys like you. Be a man.

Awww you were always such a sweet boy. Mommy’s precious. Mommy died now and you're living with daddy in that big new house. You don’t like it there, do you sweetie?

I saw it in your eyes this morning when you woke up. Going downstairs on this big day. A big new school for you. You were expecting mommy in the kitchen making breakfast but she wasn’t there. No one was there. What a disappointment. 

You were on the verge of tears. All alone in that big house. Daddy wasn’t there to tell you everything is going to be ok. Your sister was already in school. Yep the “special’ school. You should fit right in there you know. Because doctors and family thought you were special too.

Then they did some tests and guess what you’re normal. Well normal as can be for you. Poor little boy had a fucked up life. 

You’re just to smart. To intelligent the doctors said. Your father didn’t believe it. He thought he had two “special” children. He still thinks that. You know, because you are that weird.

But back to the present now.

You wanted this you know. You wanted to know how it felt like to be in a real school. Being home schooled all your life was good. But you wanted to see how it felt like to be… hmmm. Surrounded by human beings maybe? 

To be real instead of living in your own life with no one in it. All alone no one who understands you. All grown ups… no children… no teenagers. No other boys and girls. Say… how do you act around other people?

How do you even explain to people how your life has been so far? It’s been pure hell. But to you it’s all you ever knew. But where you're now is going to change you. It’s going to make you live and love.

There’s no turning back. Welcome to your last year of school Justin. You're going to make some changes in life. Starting today…