Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor, and Daphne Chandlers Disclaimer: I don’t own the characters Cowlip and Showtime do; however I just borrow to play for a little while. Warming: Drama, Angst, Reading at risk of being upset, Also POV Genre: High School Fic. (thank you to everyone who reads this story I am so proud. Helen: thank you so much for the banner babe. :) Gerri: Beta work as always great. :D Justin’s POV I can’t believe how stupid I was to think that Brian could like me or possible fall in love with me. I mean, I know I just met him but I could swear there was something there, some sort of spark on our first date. I better hurry to English and face my humiliation. God, I’m pathetic. Brian’s POV I was so pissed with Justin at first but then Daphne explained. I can understand and I seem to always forget that this is all new to Justin. I can't rush things or expect him to read me like an open book. I can’t help though as shit I am falling for the little twat. I tried to fight it all the time but this morning when I woke up with a huge woody from dreaming about him. Tasting him…kissing him…fucking him… no wait it wouldn’t be fucking…it would be so much more and that thought should scare me but it doesn’t. I have English with Justin this period and thankfully we are partners for a report so it will give me a chance to talk to him about this morning… Justin POV I walk into the classroom and I see him…fuck, he is so beautiful I can only wish he would want me like I want him. Then I remember we are working together on some report I wasn’t really paying attention…I think I got caught up in staring at Brian. I walk towards the back of the room and sit at my desk and there is a note there I look over at Brian and he is watching….wait is he nervous? Justin, When I said I have eyes for only one person. I was talking about you. Daphne and I were just playing around. I’m so sorry if I hurt you or upset you I never meant to. Brian. After I finish reading his note I look over at him and smile to let him know I understand. I quickly write him back. Brian's POV I get Justin’s note and I read over. Brian, I feel like an idiot. I’m sorry I over reacted it’s just you scare me and I have never thought anyone would want me. The actual thought of you wanting me scares the shit out of me. Please just remember I do like you a lot. Justin (he you wishes to be braver) I am pulled out of my thoughts when the teacher tells us to get into our groups. "Jus, I think you're brave." "Not like you." Justin shyly smiles and I put my hand on his. "I like you the way that you are; to me you're… Brian pulls in his lips. "I’m what?" "Perfect." This results in one of Justin's sunshine smiles. "I wish I could kiss you." Justin whispers in a low voice and blushes when he realizes what he just said out loud. Brian smirks and raises an eyebrow. "Just wait." We finish working on our project and parts of me are scared of what he brings to my attention I just remember he isn’t Ben and could never be. Daphne's POV I’m sitting outside during lunch under the tree where Justin and I have been having lunch for I don’t know long like ever. I think back to this morning… I am so happy for him. I have always thought that he was gay but I never brought it to his attention. I decided when he was ready he would tell me. I love him; he is my best friend and my brother. I like Brian too, he has been here for about three weeks now and he kind of grows on you. After School Justin heads to Daphne’s Car. "Where were you at lunch?" "Sorry, I had to go to Miss. Black for some thing in Science." "Oh, I thought you and Brian were having a quickie." Daphne giggles. "N…no." Daphne just bust out laughing at Justin’s sudden change in demeanour, Justin who is now beat red opens the door and plonks in the seat. "I hate you." "You love me." Justin just nods his head. "Hey look speaking of Brian." Justin looks towards the exist doors and sees Brian walking towards them. "Hey Brian." "Hey beautiful, hey Jus." "Uh…hi." "Do you want to come over tonight Justin and work on our report?" Justin is lost in the face of the most beautiful man and e can't seem to…then all of a sudden Daphne hits him. Justin screams. "YES!" "I mean yes." "Don’t be so nervous I don’t bight." Brian then leans into Justin's ear and says in a low voice. "Unless you want me to?" Justin just sits there with his mouth wide open as he watches Brian smirk in place turn, get into his car and drive off. Daphne laughs out loud. "I would close your mouth if you don’t want anything to get in there." Justin shuts his jaw and smiles. "Take me home please I have to get ready." They both start laughing and drive towards Justin’s house. When they get to Justin’s house they both race in, down to Justin’s room. Justin couldn’t be more thankful right at the moment that his parents weren’t home but that included Faith. "So, what should you ware to lover boy’s house?" "Shhh…turn on some music." Daphne goes and puts in one of Justin's old CDs that his mom bought and then all of sudden this poppy young soft voice comes on. You know everything that I'm afraid of You do everything I wish I did Everybody wants you, everybody loves you "What the hell did you put on?" Daphne smiles. "Something appropriate for you." I know I should tell you how I feel I wish everyone would disappear Everytime you call me, I'm too scared to be me And I'm too shy to say Justin just glares at her. "I hate you." Ooh, I got a crush on you I hope you feel the way that I do I get a rush When I'm with you Ooh, I've got a crush on you A crush on you Next thing they know they are both screaming the words as Justin runs and takes a shower and Daphne pick out his clothes. You know, I'm the one that you can talk to Sometimes you tell me things that I don't want to know I just want to hold you You say exactly how you feel about her I wonder, could you ever think of me that way After Justin has spent fifteen minutes in the shower Daphne goes and bangs on the door. "Stop jerking off and get out of there." Justin comes out with a towel wrapped around his waist. "If you weren’t gay Justin I would be all over you right now." "Thanks but I am off to see someone else." "That’s right so hurry; I need to drop you off and go home." "Okay!" Justin hurries and gest dressed, they are both about to leave and Justin stops in the kitchen to leave a note saying he is at Daphne’s studying. Out the door they both go laughing and giggling. Daphne pulls up to Brian’s house. "Good luck and have fun. Call me with all the details." "Thanks for letting me tell my mom that I’m with." "No problem…you might want to stay at my place so just have Brian drop you off when you're done." "Okay." Justin gets out of the car and walks to the front door. He had never been this scared and nervous in his whole life as right when he rang the door bell. Then it opened ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hey everyone, This is last update before my trip I leave the 7th of August for a week to Florida. I know you want to know what is going to happen I will try and update but i'm not promising anything. I hope you like this and I will be working on "Define Love" Enjoy. :D