I understand why you're looking for tears in my eyes Trust me they were there but now the well has run dry I was in so deep but couldn’t get out I sat on feelings I buried deep down I knew there'd come a day when our paths would cross And glad its today cause now I am strong It’s been about four months since I have seen him and everyday I am getting better. He hurt me in ways I could never imagine but in some strange way I have never felt the way about him as I do about my new one. Emmett says it was because I never really loved him. That I am finally with the one I am ment to be. [Chorus] I’m happy and I can thank myself If it were up to you I’d be in my bed crying But I’m happy and I know that makes you sad After all the things you put me through I’m finally getting over you I’m happy, I’m happy There is a reason why we met, I’m glad that we did But when we broke up, I got back a part of me I really missed Not saying that you brought me down all the time There were moments I lived without light on my side It was when I was in Torso when I was shopping … I ran into him And of course Emmett put in this song that he has been bouncy around the apartment for about a week now. Why he likes Hilary duff I will never know…but so this is what happened…. I was looking while Emmett was changing Cd’s when I turn around and who do I see but… Ethan I just stood there smiling when I heard the music and I just rolled my eyes Ethan: Hey Justin Justin: Hi Ethan: How are you? Justin: Good, what are you doing here Ethan: Actually looking for you Justin: Why Little did I know that Brian just walked in and spotted me Until I feel his arms wrap around me and I know I have my sunshine smile on I can’t help it. Every time he is around I feel loved and safe. He leans down and kisses the side on head and whispers in my ear “Hello” I open my eyes and I just see Ethan’s shocked face.. I know why When I was with him I didn’t like Public displays but with Brian I’m okay with Fuck okay ..I love it Justin: Brian this is Ethan, Ethan this is Brian Ethan Just mumbles hello while I can tell Brian is giving him that smirk that had me in. I turn around and pull Brian down for a kiss and I don’t really here Ethan leave or say anything I just concentrate on the fact that I’m happy…really happy now.