Note: I was listening to 30 seconds to Mars last night and I heard this song and I felt this connection and I figured it would be perfect for Justin as he is leaving in 513. I hope you all like it. It's a beautiful song.




"A Modern Myth"


I wake up with Brian on laying half on me and half on the bed…I start to head this song

<i>Did we create a modern myth
Did we imagine half of it
What happened then, a thought for now</i>

I walk into the bathroom and shower for the last time and of course I use his expense shampoo and body soap because I’m not ready to let go of his smell

<i>Save yourself
Save yourself
The secret is out
The secret is out</i>

I walk slowly and look at the many I love for the last five years laying on the bed asleep and looking completely beautiful as the first time I saw him walk towards me. I can feel the tears start to burn my eyes begging for realize

<i>To buy the truth
And sell a lie
The last mistake before you die
So don't forget to breathe tonight
Tonight's the last so say good-bye</i>

I step into the street as the cab pulls up I can’t believe how I feel, I feel like a part of me is dying and nothing can be done. I have a feeling

<i>The secret is out [x4]</i>

That this is good bye I don’t want it to be, but I do know I have to do this. As I drive away from the only place that has felt like him to me in forever. Where my heart lies

<i>Good-bye [x17]</i>